Hello today was bored ttm .
Went to sch had dnt then music
During music had some music project thing which our group nvr practise at all .
Went there like sot sot de anyhow make beat LOL .
Then recess eat then go back class for b1
She nag so much sial all those other days but today like diam abit
dk why so old le nag so much later heart attack
Then had english reading test and i was sleeping for 30 min LOL .
1st 15 min sleep last 15 min sleep :) pro right ?
After that went for mother tongue lesson to slack LOL
Did a paper then went to filling
After school gabriel and keith wait fr me and ak cuz going gabriel house .
Stupid filling larhs teacher keep us until so late !
Played Track mania at gabriel chang house then went t jp with gabriel chang
as he needed to buy some kind of medication for rashes ?
After that i went home as he also needed to, BORED LIKE HELL TODAY !
Lucky went to gabriel house :)
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I still remember the day that i first held your hand,
I was so shy but i let go because of a mistake.
I wish i hadn't let go of your hand and i wish i hadn't let go of you .
I just cant forget about you girl !
Hi
Sorry for not posting for a few days .
Didn't really have the feeling to post,
so i'm going to talk bout today, it was awesome suckish :)
started of with eng nth interesting happened, then pe :)
ran 2rounds at 2.4 area then went to do some obstacle climbing
Could climb up perfect for me, but keith slammed into the wall
Maybe that's why th wall have one big crack
then recess then maths bla bla
Freaking keith go say _______ then i scold shut the fuck up la then ms the infront of me -.-
Who cares it's just a word comeon .
Then geog everyone wanted ms teo to sing th recycling song LOL
I at there so restless like want die like that .__.
Then b1 lesson she so short idk when she come in class sial
see her walk through greet her lo, then went to sci lab
Do experiment and practical ws then went back to class
Had cme lesson was so idk ? i didn't understand anything LOL
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After school shahri gabriel ankang shannon go my house play blackops :)
play play play like siao le then keith call me want go my house -.-
Hai nvm close 1 eye let him come cuz also got sam !
In my house keep laughing like dog sial then talk bout _____
Continued to played blackops until shannon and sam and keith left .
Went down to play bball and vball because isabel told me to lend them ball .
after that went home to sleep LOL .
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I cant forget you i just dream bout you every night .
I wish i hadn't make a mistake so i would still be with you,
I miss you D:
If i ever have you again i will never let go, but you say it's too late uhs ?
Hi D:
Just cant seem to smile naturally ?
I miss her badly :(
Anyways,
Today Keith alvin chermin and yiting came my house do project
but ended up not doing anything o.o
Keith playing black ops with me
Then alvin in my room watching video ?
Then went down actually t eat lunch but played with some small kids at th playground
cute die me sial them XD
Then played catching with them, hyper kids sial
Make me old man run dao tired AHAHAHA
Then the 3 kids one 6 year old boy call keith TURKEY XD
Then nvr say anything to alvin AHAHA
But the boy called me HANDSOME :) + Underwear :(
Then me and keith fake fake go cry XD
They boy keep shouting ROAR ROAR with his sister
But another sister at there so quiet like tio pangsehy by us .
Then suddenly i carried the boy o.o ?
Then keith also want try kenna slapped at th face same as alvin
Got on girl wan me carry her o.o Then was totally blurr .
The girl also wanted chermin to carry her so cuteee
Totally dk how to carry a baby o.o chermin and yiting carry like so easy T.T
Then play play le alvin wan go eat then we say bb lorh
they give me chermin and yiting high-5 :) but dw give keith and alvin XDD
After buying something to eat, went back tth play ground and saw them again
but after a short time they needed to go home change go swimm
Went t play pool then ..
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I cant move on because i'm still in love with you .
Heyyyy i should be having th worst time now .
With gabriel chang = my brother friend gay guy clown cutey LOL
I made a wrong turn once or twice dug my way out blood and fire
So i think it's the end of me ?
I think i will not be able to smile le :(
I just need somebody her to love D:
Because,
Once i love her, there will be one less lonely girl .
I just miss her so much !
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Nothing is impossible if you believe,
I believe in us, we are not impossible
We meet by faith, faith will make us together again :)
I miss you . SARANG HAE YO !
Ok now screw my life !
I think i should just change school !
If nobody wants me, i think i should just leave .
Cant concentrate in my current state !
I just cant stop thinking about her .
She wont talk t me or look at me either .
I'm about to loose my mind !
I wish that i could turn back the clock
so that now i'll be happy with her and forever happy with her.
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Day 30, your reflection in the mirror.
I'm pretty much fucked up now
and i've grown taller 3 cheers for me :)
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i love you but do you love me ?
I want you and i dont want to loose you ever .
I hope you'll see this .
I LOVE YOU .
HELLO PEOPLE !
Getting fucking unlucky to the max !
Maybe will loose title of chairperson
and something else that i am worried about worse :(
Trying to complete all my assignments on time .
But teachers just cant understand, i need stay back cuz chairperson
Than need to go cca all the teachers stressing me out .
Mother also keep nag about those subjects i fail for ca1 .
I know i very stupid la, but i am stress now ok ?
Why cant just adults sometimes understand how we feel ?
At least i always have MsNeo she v understanding somemore v kind :)
School is now getting fucked up ttc .
Stress is getting to me wtf am i like supposed to do .
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Day 29, The person you want to tell everything to but afraid to .
It is definately her :(
But everytime i'm with her, i cant do anything .
She wont talk t me, look at me or anything .
Maybe i'm loosing her D: .
JIAYOUS ! I MUST NOT GIVE UP NEVER !
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Life is beautiful. Eventually you will experience and learn things that fits your age.Its better to savor your youth and innocence when it's still there
Hi ....
Short post today and and
Wont be blogging this few days,
Just gonna spend my time emoing alone .
i think i just suck at my own life, yea my own life .
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How can i spend more time with _____
I just dont know how .
Everytime i thought i finally did something right, i screw up
Face it i just suck in life, maybe good in games but i suck in life .
Falling in love is just like falling of a building, it doesn't hurt until the end .
And i think my end has came .
How can i make it better :( I just cant talk to her .
Always i try, someone will be there than i cant .
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Day 28, Someone that changed your life.
I think gabriel chang .
He said to me that i will not get what i want,
Sometimes you must try harder then the rest t get what you want
And sometimes you just have to see something you hate
And bare with the pain until than you can get what you want .
I'll forever be in dept to him .
Helloooooo today start sch again :)
Look like a noob with a mohawk :(
Hope it grows back yea ? Next time i will nvr cut hair .
At least some of my friends like it HAHAHAHA .
Go school so bored sial .
English do filing and i keep sneezing
Then maths do filing also i keep sneezing and hicuping
Recess late go because ms the berryyyy slow yes BERRY .
History fun fun :) Prabhuuuuuuu is awesomeeeee .
Then sci idk whats happening cuz damn dizzy .
chi do some test o.o ? Copying is th best policy :) AHAHAHA
Afterschool went t makan . Then went t volleyball training .
Tiring day uhs :( After volleyball went t GYM :)
In gym worked out like siao :( I think i tore a shoulder muscle .
LOL now at home :) Off t eat my dinner again !
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The friendliest person you know for only one day .
I think it gotta be Keith Chng Nai Wei :)
Freakkkinggg friendly and he damn joker .
Always can have him to talk to :D
Me and him have alot things in common AHAHAHA
For exampleeee .... BLACK OPS !
Hais but need concentrate on studies for now !
I dun wanna fail my Mid Years Yea ? :)
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I'm sorry that i hardly talk to you .
It's just that i'm worried that you wont want t talk t me,
So i'm keeping quiet for now D:
HELLOOOOOO
Sorry for long time neh post, busy homework-ing or sleeping ? :)
Gonna talk about 18/3/11 :)
Morning wake up chiong t sch afraid that going late .
Went their do warm up first then we palyed volleyball :)
Play play play until like siao like that .
All i can say is volleyball rocks ttm :D
After volleyball went home t change cuz,
Going sentosa with patrick lipming and their cell group .
Met up with patrick and lipming first at interchange
Met new friends :) Andy, Mandy, Jia Ming at interchange
Train-ed t outrum park there wait for jason .
Wait le train-ed again to vivo city meet patrick cell group .
People there are so friendly sial :)
Then walk t sentosa fun fun AHAHAHAHA
Reach thr went t th beach rest awhile then play captains ball .
sadly me different group with patrick lipming and jason :(
Played play play then go shower then went fr dinner ?
Ate noodles :) and some other things o.o
After that went t universal studio outside there shop shop
Me and lipming bought some long long thing :)
After shopping went train-ed back home with
Patrick Lipming Andy Mandy JiaMing and Andrew .
Today was superb-ly fun :)
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Day 26, the last person you made a pinky promise to.
idk lehh pinky promises O.O
Always just say eh on uh ?
Mai humji half way uhs ? on la .
LOL wtf right ?
Annyeonghaseyo :)
Today was boring like siao :(
Woke up at 9 plus in th morning thought it was still 7 as sky dark dark .
Went to wash up then get rdy from school .
Sms-ed XiangRong and then went t sch .
On th way drizzle abit i hope nvr kenna acid rain :(
IDW GET CANCER LAAA, I'M STILL YOUNG .
Walked slowly to sch as i thought was still early .
See until Jason o.o when walking thr .
Talktalk abit then we go sch lo .
Go thr was just nice ? i think cuz nvr get scolded o.o
Slacked at thr nothing do cuz nvr bring file ?
Bored then just took th quiz paper from teacher when she not looking .
Do le then zao lo .
Went to 7-11 wait fr gabriel chang as he was so slowww .
Then went t mac buy lunch :) .
Saw Xiangrong and Jiayu and thr eat o.o
Kenny ankang went t disiao them when me gabriel keith buy food .
after that kenny ankang Keith and gbriel went t my house .
Played BlackOps :) and trackmania .
Then they went home o.o ?
Bored day in the morning but okok in the afternoon :).
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Day 25, The person you know that is going through the worst of times
idk o.o
I just now that whenever i see my friends sad i try t cheer them up :)
I don't like my friends being sad . Especially 1e4 :) .
1e4'11 Rocks :) .
Hey fuckers :)
Fuck my life yea ?
Some people says that in life you wont get everything u wan yea ?
Well, i get never get anything i wanted . NOTHING .
So why the hell should i even want t live .
I have nothing .
My existence is a mistake, fml .
Does she love me ?
I love her so much but idk what to do :( .
Why does my life suck so much D:
Why WHY WHY !
Why did i cry after i seen you say _________ to someone .
I'M SO CONFUSED !
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And you asshole, i treated you as a friend .
And you just betrayed me ?
Wtf is wrong with you and your sick mind .
Stop following me and try t be yourself .
I had enough of your bullshit u piece of shit .
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Day 24, the last person that gave you your favorite memory .
Should be her :)
Worst memory ?
____________ D: . FML .
Hellloooooooooo :)
Today went out with p6 friends :)
yongjie hoongyuan mengkong vincent jaclyn huiru ester shiqi simin .
Talk talk at jp wait fr huiru eat finish than went t safra
at there play catching ? o.o boredd
just keep running into boys toilet cuz girl catcher !
Jaclyn went in to th toilet catch wo :(
Eee i want t shout molest XDDDD
She this old se lang go into boy toilet !
After that giang called me go play pool with him and susanto .
played played and failed alot of shots !
FML LAAAA D:
Than jac they all come play also then must teach them .
Susanto keep saying cannot anyhow touch uh !
Then i cannot stand laughing :) .
Today i officially kenna daylight robbery by giang !
Hais sucked away my money :(
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Day 23, The last person you kissed.
I will answer that next time :)
Keep that in thought .
HI :(
So lonely now D:
now one to talk to le, at home nothing to do.
Cant chat with her as she busy .
No games to play, blackops will wait first .
I miss her so much sial :(
Why must holidays come now, now i miss her more .
Will not be seeing her for 1 week sial :(
I cant live w/o her :(
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Day 22, Someone you want to give a second chance to
I want to give a second chance to no one. :)
No one disturbed me or anything .
But i'm saying everyone should have a second chance :)
We just don't know who to give a second chance to .
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The past is the past, the present is now .
And now i love you and i miss you :(
HELLLOOOO
Today volleyball training was though !
Tired die me .
Training with seniors is abit crazy ~
dig dig set set serve serve spike spike run run .
AHHHHH muscle cramp !
Will be slacking :)
Holidays are coming le :)
Hope to have fun in holidays during training :)
8a.m. - 12 noon i think ? Early hor ?
Hope i wont late ! 1 min 10 pumping :(
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Hais she went t camp :(
Cant talk t her le laa D:
Why my life so sad de sial .
I miss her already .--
Day 21, someone you judge by their first impression .
I would say her ?
you see she look innocent yea ?
but she is damn violent
slap me scratch me :(
me and my sad life D:
But, ISLH :)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Body F*cking pain :(
Volleyball tore my knee skin :(
bloody sawjun bloody sawjun LOL .
Why always fall down de me :(
HAHAs slowly like to cut my hand then tear skin :)
Bloooddddddd :)
Am i emo ? Haissssss :(
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Day 20, The one that broke your heart the hardest.
You will think i'm stupid but i'm gonna say that,
I broke my heart the hardest .
I tried t forget bout her,
But i just failed she's just always on my mind.
Sarang Hae Yo ! <3
HELLOOOOSSSSSSSS :)
TODAY WAS FUCKING BAD/AWESOMEEEEE :)
okok let's start at th bad part .
Needed to stay back because slept in class T.T
Luckily got 1 warning :) Smiles .
Turn out than my sci 32/50 only :(
Sad die me . MUST STUDY !
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Good thing is today got PE XD
Floorball today :) get whack many time on stick :(
By bilal ahmad samuel Gabriel zijun adli .
Leg luckily no blue-blackk :)
After school went to Gabriel Chang house :)
Played block catching like siao siao with,
YingYing Sian JinNi/ Zijun gabriel.c shannon shahri ankang marcus
But then got caught by security so they all go down
When i still at thr stupid stupid finding LOL .
Sad die run halfway pants drop !
Lucky got pe shorts yea :):):)
After playing catching went to mini-mart at gabriel house there rest ?
Played truth or dare <3
First question was like damn gay sial to marcus i think ?
Asked who is most gay in our class and he say shahri LOL .
Sad die shahri . Then sian turn
Say who most shuai between shannon gabriel zijun shahri ankang me marcus
if never say anybody means keith and she just kept quiet XD
You know what that means LOL !
After that went to shannon phobia place .
The playground whr he did pakor and fell XDDDDDD
At least he had balls to play yea ?
4.50 like that sit bus go home with zijun sian and <3
FUCKING HYPER TODAYYYYY <3
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Day 19 someone that pesters your mind either good/bad
I would say she pesters my mind all day
It's good yea ?
Cant stop thinking bout her !
AHHHHHHH her and her cute cheeks :)
Sarang Hae Yo ! <3
Hi .
Today volleyball training v tiring :)
Good good so muscle grow grow :)
Gonna train with seniors on friday
As MsNeo told me hazig patrick and jason .
Hopefully can go school team uhs :)
3 cheers for us !
Homework ! Stress ! Tuition !
Ahhhh going crazy :(
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Day 18, The person you wish you could be .
I dont wish to be anyone i just wish t be me :)
I'm unique no one can be me .
Everyone's special :)
And she's the most special one to me <3
Heyya peopleeee
i'm sickkkkkkk :(
I'M LOVE SICKKKKKKKK !
Just cant stop thinking about her owwww :(
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Day 17, someone from your childhood
Chen Ying Ying ? o.o
she is my p1 classmate then she transfer t westgrove o.o
same sch as her this year :)
and same class tooooo :))))))))))
Hope she wont transfer again :(
Helloo
Boring saturday as usual :@ .
Dont feel like going tuition today.
Mom force me go maths zwtf .
tell her lemme think bout it then go sign up.
i show her la i dw go th tuition -.-
gonna pon for today :)
tired need to rest and meeting hte kyaw .
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Kept seeing isabel ytd o.o ?
weird weird she does'nt seem to have change o.o
maybe she grew shorter ?!?!
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Day 16, 7 people you dislike .
Not many o.o ? i'm so kindddd
but Coey .......................
Hellos ......
Volleyball is fun today :)
haziq because sub setter :)
means he set and spike i pure setter :)
will work together with him .
Hope we can get along XD
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Day 15, 7 things you don't want .
1) Sitting with sian .
2) b1 teach us.
3) 6/6 to part.
4) My friends to be sad/emo .
5) Be a loner .
6) Homework .
7) Life .
Hellos people .
Sorry for not posting ytd was busy ?
ok today was v boring ?
But teacher was actually ok o.o
except b1 talk so much LOL .
scold scold scold face so red like wan explode .
tmr friday :)
volleyball training and swimming :)
homework undone -.- many many
at least there's friends to help me :)
il my friends :)
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Day 14, Someone you've drifted away from .
I think i've drifted away from 6/6 th most ?
only about 6 people in contact ?
fml yea ? i love 6/6 AHHHHHHH
i wish that i could turn back th clock :(
Anyways 1e4 is maybe also another 6/6 ?
but can never replace 6/6 laaa :)
Maybe not now but maybe next time .
Ok today school was boring
b1 was just talking alot as usual
Geog teacher was suddenly such a bitch o.o
Eng teacher was also such a bitch,and math
Dang school is such a drag.
Afterschool keith,gabrielleong,cassidy came my house
play com and ps3 etc
than when down play basketball with isabel and jiamin and cassidy
was like so stupid cuz i sucked :)
not playing basketball fr 4 month really sucks.
Anyways will be working harder on volleyball <3
It rawks.
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Day13, Someone you wish could forgive you
I wish that Isabel can forgive me ?
Long story .
